Discovering Confidence in Faith: My Journey from Doubt to Devotion

Delving into my family's lineage has prompted deep reflection on the source of my confidence, especially when I often feel inadequate to tackle the challenges that come my way. This clarity emerged during a recent worship session. Raised in a lukewarm Christian household, I struggled to believe in the existence of Jesus or God. My trauma and experiences led me to question whether God is as good or benevolent as the Bible and various denominations claim. There seemed to be a significant disconnect between the faith professed by believers and the reality of the world we live in.

For years, I identified as an atheist/agnostic. However, I realized that true atheism requires denying the existence of something, which paradoxically suggests it must exist to be denied. Consequently, I discarded atheism and settled into agnosticism for a long period.

My journey took a transformative turn in 2011 when my uncle experienced a devastating accident. It was during this difficult time that I came to truly believe in Jesus. Meeting Him through this experience profoundly impacted my faith. I'll never forget the verses that forever changed my life:


"I will not fear the tens of thousands drawn up against me on every side. Arise, LORD! Deliver me, my God! Strike all my enemies on the jaw; break the teeth of the wicked." (Psalm 3:6-7, NIV)

This experience allowed me to fully place my trust in the Lord in all things. The most remarkable aspect of my walk with Jesus is the revelation that His way is far simpler than many Western churches, including non-denominational ones, admit. My relationship with my Creator has adorned my life with profound insights and revelations that I hope everyone can experience.

As I reflect on this journey, I realize that my confidence stems not from my own abilities but from my faith in the Lord. Despite the challenges and feelings of inadequacy, it is this faith that empowers me to face life's obstacles with resilience and hope. My story is a testament to the transformative power of faith and the personal revelations that come from a deep, trusting relationship with Jesus.

May you find inspiration in my journey and seek your own path to faith and confidence in the Lord.