Let it go!

 This past weekend was not the most pleasant one. My entire being asked to take it easy and rest. While I was being a vegetable on my couch I started to realize how hard it is for me to let things go.

I mean I can seriously hold on to things so tight that I don't realize how much it's hurting me. After having so many diverse experiences in life you would think that I would have learned to let things go and move on. 

This week, I decided to learn to let go and move on more practically. No more holding on to anything tangible or intangible that doesn't help me grow!

So, started by cleaning my fridge!! (I hate cleaning the fridge!) But man did it feel good to throw out anything that no longer was good or was just sitting there.

Little by little I will master the art of letting go!

It's been a while since...

I can hear Aaron Lewis' voice as I think about this blog. It has been a while since I've sat down and started jotting down my thoughts. So many things have happened. But instead of trying to give an account of what's happened, I will fill in the gaps whenever needed. I mean it's only been seven years since I last wrote anything.

I believe I was still in China the last time I wrote a blog post. Well, now I'm back in Chicago I moved back in July 2017. Wow, how fast time goes by. It's been five years since I've been back. I can't believe it. I cried for so long and now I'm itching to leave again lol.

Sitting here today, I can't believe that I've basically completed my bachelor's degree and currently work as a research coordinator. 

I've spent time working through my trauma and even though it's a continuous process I feel like I have a better grip on things.

I got my sidekick (Akira!) She's a spoiled Shiba Inu diva that I would do anything for! I'm telling you so many changes have taken place and so many more are coming up?